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Salam Alaikum!

I forgot all I wanted to say.. in my way back to home, and after I cooked again from my friends, I gave my father a visit we watched a movie together called Henna, I don't know when I saw that great movie the first time!!?? but I'm sure I saw it sometime ago, back in the 90's when I was a little boy and I had to do it with my block's homies.. whatever I watched that movie with my father and we passed a great time.. but I had to tell him the story of my ex-friend, and what happened in the last few weeks, when he started to change, since he got a new car... we talked too much, things are just looking different, maybe it's too good to re-think and renew my thoughts, the biz can make your friends look like wolves..

As a result he has to understand that he will always be my friend.. still I'll call him from time to time, still I will send him message texts, cuz I'm addicted to that.. someday sure he will understand that he did a big mistake ( when he turned his face to the other side) leaving all his mates...

I was deeply saddened to learn of your grandmother's death and I would like to express my sincere sympathy to you and your family.

We are never prepared for the loss of a loved one, but God is always prepared to help us through that loss.

"Nous sommes à Dieu et à lui nous retournons"

أهلا وسهلا بعقلية النساء.......... وأم الأبناء .. وجبالة الإصهار والاولاد والاطهار..

ولو كان النساء كـــمثل هــذي لفضلت النساء على الرجال
فما التأنيث لاسم الشمس عيب ولا التذكير فخر للهــــــــلال
والله يعرفك البركة في مطلها .. والسعادة بموقعها.. فالدنيا مؤنثة .. والناس يخدمونها .. والذكور يعبدونها.
والأرض مؤنثة... ومنها خلقت البرية .. وفيها كثرت الذرية... والسماء مؤنثة ... وقد زينت بالكواكب .. وحليت بالنجوم الثواقب ..
والنفس مؤنثة ... وهي قوام الابدان ... وملاك الحيوان..... والحياة مؤنثة .. ولولاها لم تتصرف الاجسام .. ولا تحرك الانام...
والجنة مؤنثة .... وبها وعد المتقون ... وفيها تنعَّم المرسلون....
فهنيئا ما أوليت .. وأوزعت الله شكر ما أعطيت .. وأطال بقائك ما عرف النسل، وما بقي الابد...

Salam alaikum

As I read in that site: the meaning is.. *the title of the this post had no relation with what I want to write*

thnx you for your visits! I don't want to write a thing, I'm just in here, I was readion a book...and then I spent a moment in a website ( I hated it very much ) I wish I could die now, go and don't go back again anymore... it hurts that much, but what do I have to do then???? nuttin cross my hands? "NO" go and take a shower? "NO" watch a movie? "Not to"walkin on the streets? "Not a good idea" go to bed?? "good idea ever" I have school and I have to relax cuz there will be an exam on Java?????!!!! I don't like the Java but obliged to do it! I'll write more in the next days so far.. some of you will not have the ability to view it from now..

Fasting for a whole month, that's what my friend Hicham suggest... I don't know yet if I can do it or not, but I guess I will do it, I don't have a thing to waste, I will get lot of 7asanats ;) yknow what does it mean to fast 30 days before Ramadan, I did like fasting every Monday and Thursday, I enjoy doing it even if in the summer the weather isn't that helpful and the time from the sunrise til the sunset is too long...ok it's a suggestion and we will still talk bout it. 

Hey everybody, really I don't know what to say but you have to accept my thanks, once again the blog is one of the most visited this month, I just can be happy cuz of that, and I will try my best to write more things in the future and change some stuffs...I wanted to write this post yesterday, so I couldn't for some reasons...It was a good night yesterday with the spanish music, it was romantic time... I wrote a new poem...I was standing in the moon light don't know what feeling I got, I can say it's a heavnly emotion... got some ideas on what happen in the other side, God only knows... but we will see then.

Holla... don't know what title I have to put for this post, it's something diff I'm going to write bout right now and so far away...it's clear in my face now, I can have an opinion without going and start thinking bout the changes yheard me? what can I say more than few words in here, but my heart's full and my mind too, I amma tired, can't sleep at the good time..and I can get up earlier.. the first thing I have to do is to think, maybe becuz I opend the door somethings, I had to let em out for some more time, but then the rush as always ( bad job) it isn't going to blow my neck I think.. cuz I'm still hittin the road and the streets are talkin ( I ain't the game)..today was a real goff jorney, I went for a visit to the friend of my mom, her name is Fatima and the berber ppl spell it like Fadma, that isn't our prob here, they're all names, we have to look to who takes the name! I have to say that maybe she were crazy bout this visit, or perhaps maybe I am just wrong with my thinkin, eh the most important thing's the visit!!! her doughters are too old now, back in the days I could see that they were young enof just too young for me??? but everywhere there are changes.. I didn't do the visit only cuz I got that idea in my mind, but cuz I read bout it, it doesn't mean that I miss my mother only now!!! but I'm always missin her, always thinkin of her in addition to other important things, when I started talkin with her bout that she were like whoa...me too I didn't know what happen, cuz I had a bizzar feeling, my mother is feeling what i'm doing and what I’m going to do in the past...many questions she gave me, and more answers I told her, she could know that I’m still the way I was before, perhaps there were some lil changes, but the most important thing that I....they were happy cuz of all the things they heard bout me... the poems, the music, my sisters and so on and I gave her a promise that I’ll keep it this way, I’m not living for maself but I’m living more for the others.

Hey everybody, I don't know hod to start this post, it's diff situation for me now, everyone can say wot a situation am I talking bout??? right I can not feel good anymore, under two reasons, but I hope that it will be good soon, cuz it's going to be worst then...I'm going to tell you something bout my friend, I will not use his name, but wot happened to him, let me act like whoa OMG, but the girls are stupid, not all of them, but the most of them! Yes they're stupid, it's not a blablah wot I'm talkin bout, but let me tell you something and then let's judge. He met a girl from Canada there was long time ago in the past, when he used to come to the cyber, with his friend, in that time I contacted him, I mean I started talking with him, something bout the friendship and some lil things bout the Canadian girl, he showed me her pictures, and sometimes on the webcam, he loves her with his heart, and she said so, good things, cuz they were in love at least is wot she said herself, then the boy had the internet at home, he continued talkin with her, he told me bout his dreams, them dreams, all of them things...but he didn't know that she were playing with his feelings, she said that she will come to him, that she told her parents bout him....but she were joking bout him, she said I want to be the mother of the kids, that she can't wait to be with him, they accepted eachother, but she lied to him, I couldn't imagin the happiness he felt, but she turned it into bad pain, lately I couldn't talk with him on the msn, nor in the street...as he said she gave him the webcam and she started..... with a boy in fron of him, he broke the screen, he didn't believe it, he didn't know wot to do. Finally he came to the msn, I talked with him but he didn't talk back, who wot happened to him???? I catched him on the street, he was down, can't talk bout the way he feel, cuz the one who he is hitted by the stone isn't like the one who isn't! and it's a true thing, but now I can feel something from his pain, he is the one I wanted always to break the neck if he will do something bad to the girl, the one who always tried to show her the love, he is broken now, and he will never get better again...like that all the dreams are lost, and like that she broke him down...

صورة معبرة لعصفورين يقال أنها صورت في جمهورية أوكرانيا .
حيث يظهر العصفور وهو يهم بسرعة لنجدة زوجته المصابة الواقعة
على الأرض . وصورة العصفور أبكت الملاين في أوروبا وأمريكا
ويقال أن مصور هذه الصور قام ببيعها لأشهر صحيفة في فرنسا
بمبلغ خيالي ، واحتلت الصور الصفحات الأولى للصحف الفرنسية ،
وكتب عنوان كبير أسفلها " العصافير أوفى الأزواج " وقالت
الصحيفة الفرنسية أن الصحيفة قد نفدت بالكامل من الأسواق فور
نشر الصور الحزينة للعصفور الذي حاول نجدة زوجته الجريحة
وحاول بصرخاته الضعيفة فلم يفلح وكأنه يطلب منها أن تتحمل
الألم والجرح حتى تعيش . ولما فاضت روحها صرخ العصفور
والدموع احتقنت بعينييه سبحان الله الذي زرع الإحساس في قلب
الطير ، سبحانه وكم عين بكت على هذه الصورة المحزنة ففيها عبرة
وكثير من النساء قلن بعد مشاهدة الصور، نتمنى أن يكون عندنا قلب
كقلب هذا العصفور الصغير بحجمه الكبير بوفائه .

 

I had a good sleep yesterday,even if I didn't sleep for enough time, he's my homie now, we were talkin bout women, our women at last, not all the women deserve the love we give out...I woke up at 10 and some when I got a ring and a txt, I like it, I was too lazy like always to go out the bed, I was sitting there and lookin through the mirror for a while, I don't know if ppl mind tha matter of share things in between..I don't mean all the ppl, but two ppl who're in love; not a real love just something diff and deep enough to make you lose your mind, to feel yaself upper than the other ppl,it's not like W.James said "the real thing is what's good" he meant all the things that they're not real, they're not good for ppl, I can't describe it when you share thing with you partner, your lover, your soul or whatever you would call it, you feel that you're human, not complete but that you existe, that you have a reason to be alive then, to fight for it, it's like sacrifice or it's the sacrifice in the top of the meaning, so what life means without a thing that gives you the reason that you're alive everyday everymoment, feel the sun in your body, keep lookin at the moon, or just thikin deep...Descartes said  ''I think then I exist'' and I say I love I share, then I exist...