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Salam Alaikum!

hhhh I just re-watch " the good, the bad and the ugly" and it gave me the idea to take the sentence and make a title look alike... I was wrong when I thought that my father is an old man running out time...Oh man " ticket to heaven" by Dire straits, he showed me his pictures when he was a young boy, and talking about his stories with my mother, the love is in his eyes even if long time passed by.. the day of the valentine's we had dinner at home together, I rarely go to here.. last night I just wanted to be up to date, just to see what is there... as you see I usually wanna have my nose on everything.. he shocked me, I didn't know if it was fear or happiness, but it was a good remembrance...it was a good day. He did send a message.. not a clear message but between the lines, he gave me another meaning of Love, introduce me to what we need now, he keep talking and I was listening to that song "Love never have an end.."

Salam Alaikum!

And then another valentine's day is in here now, what a wonderful nightmare, what a long celebration of today, in some minutes ago, I've got an sms.. it gave me the idea that the called Saint Valentine is here... upon the time I was always like againt it, not against it as a celebration but as idea, we need love in our lives everysecond, we need it like the air (it's more important sometimes) that's my unique point of view..whatvere that's another subject...

I just to wish a happy valentine's day to everyone around the globe, and for ppl who are not in a relationship like myself, I wish em the same hey need to keep the hope someday they will find their second halfs as we said...

But for me a happy nightmare.. I'm going to write a message for someone....

Salam Alaikum!

As the war ended in the band of Gaza, I can go back to my normal life, I want to say watch movies, write in my diary, being free and not stucking in that conflict matter...

Yesterday, a friend of me asked me to write a sms to his g/friend (He needs to speak his mind...).. it wasn't the first time, I didn't count how many times I felt in the same situation, I didn't know if I'd the light green to laugh (allowed).. did I need to play his role? did I need to refuse??

I've got millions of questions in my brain.. I tried my best to write and show some feelings ;) , I don't know how that girl is looking like? is she pretty? is she one of the girls of today (not all the girls are alike, just to show some respect) whatever it's another subject, pretty or not I'm not going to date her, but one thing I must say, I wanna write sms(s) too, this time for a girl of mine :D

Til that time, who knows, I'll go and finish my letter and packing my gifts!!!!

salam Alaikum!

I was seriously considering writing about such important things in the last time, due to the need of spare time, I looked like a lazy boy..but that wasn't true at all...I know that I'm writing in the bad moment, but it'll always stuck in my memory, I guess it's haunting me a little bit nowadays!!!!

I don't know in what way I should start giving my words the right meanings..maybe I've hit a run of bad luck, whatever I'd make the decision; and I did make it faster...

As the days turn to days and the days turn to weeks, I realize I could have wrote 2 or 3 important posts, in the time I spent trying to decieding wich one to chose. Does that make any sense?

I knew it passed one or two weeks, maybe you thought that I did not think nor remember it, but as I wrote above, it's haunting me, it is in my mind, and you're sure in your mind that I did not forget about it!!!

Now Anissa is there, you can not feel the enourmous happiness and joy that I felt and that I feel right now..

After several weeks and months of waiting, the chance knock finally in your door, we found ourselves obliged to say GOODBYE, alas I did not like it, even I did not understand it, it was just bad, but it was great to be together with your spouse. We did all want that, and many times I adviced to be patient, that you should keep always the hope, and put in mind that Allah is greatest and he is looking and he knows all what we've in our small hearts!!!

Me and your friend, I'm sure you know, who is he? we hope that in the embassy of that country in Rabat, will permit us to join you even for 1 or 2 days, as a gift or something simillar, once again it was hard to obtain a good answer from them; now things are changed, we can do it, at last I'm talking about myself, it doesn't need motivation, I just have to do it, but I'm busy more than ever!!!

Hahaha I'm still waiting for the day, you'll come home, so I would like to dance and hit the floor, like lot of Moroccan ppl love to do!

Once again I wish you all the best, may Allah bless you all Ameen

AbdoMimi & Anissa!

I was deeply saddened to learn of your grandmother's death and I would like to express my sincere sympathy to you and your family.

We are never prepared for the loss of a loved one, but God is always prepared to help us through that loss.

"Nous sommes à Dieu et à lui nous retournons"

Fasting for a whole month, that's what my friend Hicham suggest... I don't know yet if I can do it or not, but I guess I will do it, I don't have a thing to waste, I will get lot of 7asanats ;) yknow what does it mean to fast 30 days before Ramadan, I did like fasting every Monday and Thursday, I enjoy doing it even if in the summer the weather isn't that helpful and the time from the sunrise til the sunset is too long...ok it's a suggestion and we will still talk bout it. 

Hey everybody, really I don't know what to say but you have to accept my thanks, once again the blog is one of the most visited this month, I just can be happy cuz of that, and I will try my best to write more things in the future and change some stuffs...I wanted to write this post yesterday, so I couldn't for some reasons...It was a good night yesterday with the spanish music, it was romantic time... I wrote a new poem...I was standing in the moon light don't know what feeling I got, I can say it's a heavnly emotion... got some ideas on what happen in the other side, God only knows... but we will see then.

Holla... don't know what title I have to put for this post, it's something diff I'm going to write bout right now and so far away...it's clear in my face now, I can have an opinion without going and start thinking bout the changes yheard me? what can I say more than few words in here, but my heart's full and my mind too, I amma tired, can't sleep at the good time..and I can get up earlier.. the first thing I have to do is to think, maybe becuz I opend the door somethings, I had to let em out for some more time, but then the rush as always ( bad job) it isn't going to blow my neck I think.. cuz I'm still hittin the road and the streets are talkin ( I ain't the game)..today was a real goff jorney, I went for a visit to the friend of my mom, her name is Fatima and the berber ppl spell it like Fadma, that isn't our prob here, they're all names, we have to look to who takes the name! I have to say that maybe she were crazy bout this visit, or perhaps maybe I am just wrong with my thinkin, eh the most important thing's the visit!!! her doughters are too old now, back in the days I could see that they were young enof just too young for me??? but everywhere there are changes.. I didn't do the visit only cuz I got that idea in my mind, but cuz I read bout it, it doesn't mean that I miss my mother only now!!! but I'm always missin her, always thinkin of her in addition to other important things, when I started talkin with her bout that she were like whoa...me too I didn't know what happen, cuz I had a bizzar feeling, my mother is feeling what i'm doing and what I’m going to do in the past...many questions she gave me, and more answers I told her, she could know that I’m still the way I was before, perhaps there were some lil changes, but the most important thing that I....they were happy cuz of all the things they heard bout me... the poems, the music, my sisters and so on and I gave her a promise that I’ll keep it this way, I’m not living for maself but I’m living more for the others.